i am typing this from my new Nokia while watching "Prison Break 4". Best uh

I was reading a random blog last night and I stumble upon this particular person blog. She was blogging about her Ex boyfriend. This Ex Boyfriend is her first Boyfriend. He is the one who open the heart and who taught her to love. Somehow as its been mentioned "EX-boyfriend" means they are no longer together.


No reason stated why they broke off but sure this girl has been single ever since. The reason for that entry she wrote I guess was when she found out from another person that this "EX-boyfriend" of hers is getting married, AND she was invited.


I can totally imagine what she is going through. She definitely has not get over that boy.


Just imagine lah if there is this dear boy you love and one day he was gone and within months he is getting married. HOW SAD!


So last night I guess I kept thinking about it and once I sleep, it got in my dream.


So, In my dream, Nizam confess to me that he was two-timing me and now he wants to end the relationship with me (Somehow after considering the two of us, he prefer the other girl).


It was so real that I message Nizam this morning asking him if he have anything to hide. He, obviously was blur lah.


So I told him about my dream. He laughed.


He said "I muke macam gini mane ada orang nak. sampai sekarang orang wonder macam mane I boleh ada girlfriend. I bilang org girlfriend aku lawa tapi bute!"
Then he laugh hysterically and continue "Dont worry unnecessarily lah dear. I should be the one worried."


I feel much better. But still, I feel for that girl.. Nothing we can do to stop her feelling. She can get over it once she found a replacement and I am sure she will find someone better. WAY WAY better. Idiotic boy!

Marina Barrage is awesome. Although I have been there a countless time, I still looovee that place. The scenery, the ambience, the wind. Been wanting to go there and take a nice shot with good camera, at last last night I managed to do that. I know nothing about photography technics and setting but with just alittle angle, a pretty face, that will do..


Shots taken by me.













Shots taken by Nizam.












Shot by Hadi.









Where shall I go next.. Zoo, done. Botanic garden, done. Marina Barrage, done. Any interesting place...??

I soooo need a new layout.. Couldnt find a blogskin that I like in blogskins.com.


I miss blogging. I just miss the day that I update almost everyday.


There is a saying 'some things are better left unsaid'. I totally agree. 100%. That is one of the major reason why I seldom blog because I feel whatever that I blog, will be from the heart and I realise whatever from the heart might not be right. We should use part of our brain too when we do certain things or make certain decision. Anyone will be reading my blog I dont intend to hurt anyone feeling. So I shall stop now...!


I was having a conversation with Nizam last night at the coffee shop while having our thosai @ Changi Village. He was sharing with me the SMS conversation he had with his best friend/buddy.


2Days ago was his bestfriend birthday (Its a SHE by the way). He have been keeping track of the date to make sure he didnt miss the day. Few days before that, his watch went haywire and somehow he forgotten to wish this person a happy birthday.


So the next day, she SMS him telling him that she have been waiting for his SMS. She was somehow or rather dissappointed that Nizam didnt wish her. So Nizam asked her if there isnt anyone else wishing her on that day. But she said they did. She mentioned 'They are just a friend that come and go.. But you are my buddy... '


Somehow I feels that the phrase she said, is so strong.


and Suddenly, someone came to my mind.... I miss that someone... so very much.