I went home last night and all I want to do was close my eye and try to sleep. How can I go to sleep when its only 7pm?


Now, let me share what happened to me last night.


long story abit..
I saw this particular teacher in my school wore this particular shoe that I have been wanting to have for myself. I've seen few people wear them and I fall in love with it. So, since we are in the same lift on our way up..
me: Nice shoe!
teacher: oh, I bought it @ tampines mall (then gave me the name of the shop)
me: Oh.. Nice lah. I saw white colour. I like it to much
teacher:ya they got many colour. I like it because its flat. I got a 10% membership discount card, If you want to use..
me: Oh ok best. I'll let you know when I need it ok.


Then I went to tampines mall that day itself to look for it. I thought I don't want to use her membership card lah. Like segan nak minta next time. So when I reach Tampines mall, I saw that shop and then I saw the shoes. I was so excited. I thought, I must buy them that day itself. When I flip the shoe to look at the price, I was dissappointed. It cost $65. I did not budget enough for it for this month.


But still, I ask for my shoe size for me to try on. Bile da try terus dah mcm tak cantik pulak. So I left the shop.


I came to a conclusion that those people who I saw wore that shoe are slim people. So I got so stress up that I think in order for me to look good in that shoe is to at least lose some kilos.


So the next few days, I feel demoralize. I felt that my face look ugly, my hair sucks, my skin is dark and most importantly I felt FAT!


So right now, I need a moral and physical support from people to make sure I reach my goal(which is to lose some kilos). I head home and hoping that either one of my brother are at home so they can accompany me to go jogging.


Sadly when I reach home they are not at home. Then few minutes later I got a call from Nizam saying he's on his way home and that he is going jogging. Then I told him if he could come over and jog with me. At first he gave some reason that it's going to rain la, its far la.. Then I said ok.. Then he asked why I sounded sad.. so I said "sebab takde org nak jog dengan I...." then he said "ok come, I jog with you. I see you later ok?". I was happy instantly. heh heh


Then we went jogging. I'm glad I managed to do many rounds even though I cant jog faster then usual but I'm happy for what I have achieve on that day.


So I promise myself that I will get that shoes once I'm alittle smaller. You all must help me ok!!


Mon, you must force me k? hahah!
I dont want to semangat 2mins lah. Everytime like that lah. haiz!