Thank you to all who was concerned about me. I am ok. I need to be ok. :)


There seems to be alot to say but I choose not to say. I shall keep whatever I want to say in private as for now.


I got some photo which was taken I think 2 weeks back during the EASTZONE FESTIVAL happening at Tampines stadium. My ICT team are supposed to represent the school for a frisbee challenge but there were too many people so I volunteer to be out of the team. HAHA!


photo taken from CikGu N*rbaya

After aerobic, we had thosai and that was before frisbee. Lucky thing I get to back out at the very last minutes.




Saw the two guys behind me?? They are the one who I meet on my weekdays. They are the one sitting in the same room and the one who I can trust and share or at least get an opinion from.


On another note, we have just celebrated my dad's 46 Birthday and Today is my Mummy's 44 Birthday. What shall I buy for my mummy apart from tudung, brooch, beg and gold of course.. any idea??

I miss my blog. Havent have time to check on it, what more updating it. Work has been really stacking. I cant seems to finish my work and its continue non stop. UURRGGH!!! Maybe I need a change of job. Have been working for Hewlett Packard for almost 5yrs and has been attached to this school for almost 2yrs. Im so bored!


Let me update on last Saturday Gala Dinner.


The venue, the food and the performance are not up to my expectation. For $88, the dinner is done in the air conditioned scholl hall. 9 course of food are serve and I would rate 6/10, their waitress are mostly Nonya/Asoh and once when she was taking the empty plate to be replace, her armpit was actually at Nizam's glass of water,rabak,and the performance, alahai lemah sey. The dance group is does not coordinate, Chinese singer. Alil dissappointing.


But at the end of the day, we enjoyed it. Got to see the video of Nizam when he's 14,15 and 16 during his band performance. Got to laugh at how he look during his secondary school. So cute!


Some pic!






And at the end of itm Nizam look at me and say "gimme back $88" and I said "NO!!" hahahah! He's only kidding by the way.. I think so. heh!

I was invited to Nizam's Secondary School Band Dinner. Nizam invited me and also paid for me to be there. Told him he could at least save that money since he's paying $88 for me and $50 for himself but he wants me to go. Not very sure what to wear but Nizam suggested I wear a long skirt and I dont know if I can ride with that particular skirt. We shall see about that.


I hope I will manange to snap some photos and will post them.


Till then...


p/s: To my dear Seri, I hope you'll get the job. Dont worry, you sure can do it. TRUST ME!

I went home last night and all I want to do was close my eye and try to sleep. How can I go to sleep when its only 7pm?


Now, let me share what happened to me last night.


long story abit..
I saw this particular teacher in my school wore this particular shoe that I have been wanting to have for myself. I've seen few people wear them and I fall in love with it. So, since we are in the same lift on our way up..
me: Nice shoe!
teacher: oh, I bought it @ tampines mall (then gave me the name of the shop)
me: Oh.. Nice lah. I saw white colour. I like it to much
teacher:ya they got many colour. I like it because its flat. I got a 10% membership discount card, If you want to use..
me: Oh ok best. I'll let you know when I need it ok.


Then I went to tampines mall that day itself to look for it. I thought I don't want to use her membership card lah. Like segan nak minta next time. So when I reach Tampines mall, I saw that shop and then I saw the shoes. I was so excited. I thought, I must buy them that day itself. When I flip the shoe to look at the price, I was dissappointed. It cost $65. I did not budget enough for it for this month.


But still, I ask for my shoe size for me to try on. Bile da try terus dah mcm tak cantik pulak. So I left the shop.


I came to a conclusion that those people who I saw wore that shoe are slim people. So I got so stress up that I think in order for me to look good in that shoe is to at least lose some kilos.


So the next few days, I feel demoralize. I felt that my face look ugly, my hair sucks, my skin is dark and most importantly I felt FAT!


So right now, I need a moral and physical support from people to make sure I reach my goal(which is to lose some kilos). I head home and hoping that either one of my brother are at home so they can accompany me to go jogging.


Sadly when I reach home they are not at home. Then few minutes later I got a call from Nizam saying he's on his way home and that he is going jogging. Then I told him if he could come over and jog with me. At first he gave some reason that it's going to rain la, its far la.. Then I said ok.. Then he asked why I sounded sad.. so I said "sebab takde org nak jog dengan I...." then he said "ok come, I jog with you. I see you later ok?". I was happy instantly. heh heh


Then we went jogging. I'm glad I managed to do many rounds even though I cant jog faster then usual but I'm happy for what I have achieve on that day.


So I promise myself that I will get that shoes once I'm alittle smaller. You all must help me ok!!


Mon, you must force me k? hahah!
I dont want to semangat 2mins lah. Everytime like that lah. haiz!



I am feeling very down right now.. Im just so sad. Nothing I do makes me happy. Nothing people said would make me feel better. I just dont feel like doing anything. I just dont feel like talking to anybody.


I just hope that when I close my eyes tonight, I will forget everything that had happened.

lalalalalalallaalalalala


Boo!


I had a hell of a time last night with my favourite peeps. Tho it wasnt a full house but still, the company was great. It could have been better if all of them can make it. What am I blabering about?


Nizam and I head to Cash Studio Simpang Bedok with My wonderful friends. They are, Wahidah, Vida, Nareeza, Anwar and then Fadil join us for supper after the karaoke session.


Too bad the others cant join. Next time you all must join ok. Then we shall laugh at how Wahidah pronouce her 'R' in the verse, and how Anwar sang his Awie song till baring2 sampai angkat kaki, how Nizam look when he said 'alamak mcm nak terkencet arh' and how the instrument they provide irritates the hell out of us. hahaha!


Not much picture taken as my battery decide to die on me. Im still waiting for picture from Nareeza and Wahidah.


Some pictures from my camera.

Nareeza surprised me with a homemade cake that she baked all by herself. How sweet! The cake tastes really good its just that the texture need alittleee improvement but hey, at least she can already make cakes unlike me. Thanks Nareeza!



Wahidah singging.



Trademark Vid. She will touch her hair when singging..



Nareeza and ehem, Anwar. I hope I got his name spelling right from the start



My Dear Nizam singging his lungs out.



Now, Im looking forward for our overseas outing. jangan tak jadi tau. we shall talk to rest of the members when we meet up in the next outing. wee!!

P/S: We reach home at 1am last night. It was raining and Im getting sick. Ok bye lah!

Hi ladies..Im assuming that only ladies are reading my blog. heh


How are you? How was your weekends? I must share that mine was a simple yet fun. We got an invite to Nizam's secondary school friend engagement, after so, we decided to join the other of his friend go karaoke. Im not sure if im supposed to be excited or worried because I like to sing but my keys are normally off you see... Even Nizam will giggle whenever I start singing but I dont really bother. He doesnt sing that good anyways.hehe


Some photos taken lastnight.




Member tgh nyayi lagu benang biru.. dangdut.



Muke mesti maintain. Ehem!



A group picture



Your truly..


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Next would be the interesting tag from Mon.



So the MatSalleh.



Baby Negro. Dah Besar biar mcm Chris Brown, muke je perangai jgn.



I like this.. So handsome.


I tried out Bradpitt and Tom Cruise but the baby turns out the same. Not even close to acurrate lah this thing.


Ok. Im heading to Tampines Mall later. I hope it doesnt rain. Its been raining for the past few days and I cant go back home from work because it was so heavy and oh yah, last night, I nearly got into an accident. Its my fault. I was in a filter lane and a taxi was going straight and I could not stop on time and it cause my bike to skid. Lucky thing I manage to control and the taxi was fast enough to miss it. Phew.


I was perspiring non stop after that. Im so lucky!